Congrats 23

This that stuck in your head shit
An introduction to everything I've never said shit
This morning I was chilling had a talk with a friend and
Realized this like when I used to turn chins for attention
They be poking at my problem that I'll jot out the led
Like this fencing in the middle the divide between friendships
That's are sinking but I'll manage and just swim to my bed
And then snap out of it it's all in my head shit
I never gave a fuck what people said

My longest days feel just like the shortest
It's five
I gotta be up at 7 in the morning
4 Years I'm still mourning
My mind im still exploring
I only daydream cause sleep is pretty boring
My days are on a cycle of just writing and recording
It's mentally rewarding
I wanna be performing and touring
Honestly besides this nothing is important
I'm free-falling through all of these stories with no warning
And for a millisecond I'm not falling
I'm soaring
I'm flying
Above all of the hurricanes of tears that I been crying
If I said that I'm always happy then I'd just be lying
Yea

I'm in a weird mental state I think I need me some rest
A year ago today I would've never got outta bed

I'm in a weird mental state I can't get out of my head
A year ago today I would've said I'm better off dead

That's not the case anymore though

My grandparents walked so my parents could run
My parents ran so I could sprint with my sister into the sun
And yea I know my last intro I was talking bout guns
The same one I never had that would've ended this once
Closed deal
Ain't got a licensee but I'm steering the wheel
That I was gonna give to god till I realized he ain't real
I mean he is cause that's the only reason why I still live
Besides this rapping shit and buying my parents a new crib
Since I'm the captain then I'm always going down with the ship
Last one was practice welcome to the new album this is
A weird mental state
Yea I'm in a weird mental state
Yea I'm in a weird mental state