Butter Pecan

I know some people who don't need me
We was just kids
We was young, dumb, and greedy
All of a sudden we both lost those feelings
Butter pecan, take out unwanted pieces
I know some people who don't need me
We was just kids
We was young, dumb, and greedy
All of a sudden we both lost those feelings
Butter pecan, take out unwanted pieces

The pressure's increasing
What's the point of holding on when I could go away peaceful
You don't understand the point that I've been desperately teasing
There's no need to doubt yourself
Man I'm still searching for meaning, yeah
Feel like I'm chasing a bag while also running from demons
I had to open my eyes so I could pick up the pieces of the puzzle
I was collecting, Ima start with the corners
How long will it take
I don't want all my fans to get bored of me
I think that I know everything but clearly I'm gonna tarnish with that mindset
So I set off from it and find another way
Impressed how I take off running
I'm forever locked into this, I feel the rapture coming
When I was 13, I was searching for the path I would claim
Niggas would laugh, that was back when I had dots in my name
I was depressed
The press don't bring anything to you but fame and fortunate
So unfortunately I can't run from the blame
Damn

Run from the blame
I tried to run from the blame
No
I tried to run from the blame
I can't run from the blame
Ima run from the blame
I can't run from the blame
I know some people who don't need me
We was just kids
We was dumb
We was greedy
All of a sudden we both lost those feelings
Butter pecan, take out unwanted pieces

Take out unwanted pieces
Shorty been riding my wave so long, I don't know how she hasn't got sea sick
Yeah
Talk 'bout my love like she needs it, but please let me know where you was
I was fighting those demons
Yeah
Exactly
I ain't holding you though, so don't at me
It's just been on my mind as of lately
I don't wanna throw away a past or a future as friends
Or something with attachments
It's like every time I see you, I reminisce about the times it was low-key
And I low-key wish that I had a time machine
I'd go 'bout it differently
Empathy, know how a nigga would feel
I bit the bullet, I know how it feels
The poison I'd taste and the end I would fear
I'm happy I got you from all of my peers
I'm happy to wait for the smokescreen to clear
Happy, I'm happy
I'm lying, you know it
I do everything in my power to put on an act
Hope my true feeling won't show it out
Try not to act with emotions
Hard for a nigga that's wearing his heart on his sleeve
Don't need to come around me
The mess that we made Is just getting way harder to clean
Nothing is of what it seems
I had to pinch myself just to see If it was a dream
My life be like butter pecan
I had to get rid of pieces not bringing me peace

"Eleven rambling lol"

I know some people who don't need me
We was just kids
We was dumb
We was greedy
All of a sudden we both lost those feelings
Butter pecan, take out unwanted pieces
I know some people who don't need me
We was just kids
We was dumb
We was greedy
All of a sudden we both lost those feelings
Butter pecan, take out unwanted pieces