Mad Love

Must've been fate
I stumbled on your picture today
You looked happy babe
Still love to see that smile on your face
Much as it may pain me to say
But that's the price of this grinding life I've payed
Young success with much more in the make
Never thought one day you'd wake
And hear this play
Sucks to know your confidence was fake
Woulda called but it's too late
Woulda texted but that's too lame
Thought I'd write an old flame and set the page a blaze
Roll an l and blaze some haze
Write these rhymes since I won't set a time or place

But I'm a liar
Feel like I'm Steven Tyler
I'd give my life to lay beside ya
I know this might surprise ya

But
I got
Mad love for you babe

I'm a fiend you're my supplier
You're the high I'd die for
Thought you was ride or
Die for as long as I can
Remember
Your flame will burn eternal with the smallest ember
You know it babe yeah yeah forever and ever

I know your soul your hopes yours dreams
I know your smiles a lie so much
more than it seems

Andrea Beaumont first love gone bad
She wear the Phantasm's mask
Picture of us in her locket necklace

So in my heart I know you want me back
I'd be running to you right now had
you not done that

Supposed to be you and me babygirl
King & his Queen ruling this crazy world

I got Mad Love for you
Mad love
Oh babe
I got mad love for you ohhhhhh

Sad but true for you I'm such a fool
I try to act right and play it cool
But without you babe sometimes I feel so blue
You clearly haven't got the slightest clue
Leaving you is the hardest thing I've ever had to do
Can't describe to you what I have suffered through
All cause I can't help falling in love with you

Shall I stay? Would it be a sin?
To swallow my pride and just forget about him?
Call you up say I love you we should try again?
Act like nothing ever happened and play pretend
Finally have our happily ever end
I often fantasize every now and then of the life that could have been

White House red door and blue shudders
Cold snowy nights snug and warm under the covers
Always making you laugh your smiles why I love you
Sometimes it's nice to wonder
That's cool on one hand then over here on the other

Guess it's time I've made my peace
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes something's just ain't meant to be
Like you and me
Yet I'll still love you forever infinitely

I got Mad Love for you
Mad love
Oh babe
I got mad love for you ohhhhhh

I've been with thots models and goddesses
Sounds great right? Yeah only problem is
Can't stand them can't help but make it obvious
Barely give her my time nothin but dick
Do our thing add her ass to the list
Put on my clothes then myself I dismiss
Truth be told it's because it's you I miss
Your lips your touch your kiss
I'm forever defenseless

Alright it's like this

There are roses and lilies flowers of all colors and kinds
But she's the whole garden god a one in a million find
I could probably walk this earth for the rest of time
And still never come across a woman so divine

It's like she's the Joker and I'm Harley Quinn
I'm crazy for her but she's a charlatan
I love and I love she just breaks my heart again
Toss me out the tallest window with a wink and a grin
As I plummet I catch her lil ass laughing

So if you're wondering if I'm seeking a response
You'll be glad to know I need nothing at all
Just take care of your fam be good to your moms
I wish you all the health happiness and gifts from god

Said I'd never leave but now I'm on my own
I just thought you ought to know
This only heart I own
Is yours my love and yours alone

It ends tonight, goodbye my love