Hard To Be Human

I'm a liar
When you ask me how I am
I will say I'm doing fine
When I haven't been

I'm a loser
I'll step out onto the ring
And let every stupid thing
Knock me down

But no one knows
Like an actress I play roles
When you see me, you won't know
That I'm drowning, 'cause you'll hear a

Fake laugh from behind a smile
Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile
A big hug, I've been great
But really I'm lying to your face

I don't wanna look weak, but I am
'Cause I don't think they'll understand
Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doing
But damn it's hard to be human

I'm a cheater
I'll do things the easy way
Just so I'll get through the day
Without screaming

And I'm a cynic through and through
And it's no offense to you
But I wont let you in
'Cause I can't get burned again

So you'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile
Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile
A big hug, I've been great
But really I'm lying to your face

I don't wanna look weak, but I am
'Cause I don't think they'll understand
Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doing
But damn it's hard to be human

I'm just a girl
With a heart too big for her own good
I would give it up if I could, but I can't
So if I see you and you ask me how I am

You'll hear a fake laugh from behind a smile
Like I wasn't just on the bathroom tile
A big hug, I've been great
But really I'm lying to your face

I don't wanna look weak, but I am
'Cause I don't think they'll understand
Just wanna seem like I know what I'm doin'
But really it's so hard to be human
Really it's so hard to be human