Unsaid

I saw it written on your face
You looked so defeated but it
Didn't make much sense to me
Cause I thought that you hated me
Cause that was what you gave to me
We all fell down
Codependent crown

And I don't know why I'm revisiting this
I've had so many years for me to just get over this shit
I hate that you're one thing that I keep inside
Don't wanna think about the years I wasted trying and trying
I hope that you're okay now
Cause the last I heard you were down and out
You got me again
Some things are better left unsaid

You made me think that I was dead
Wouldn't make it anywhere without your help
And guidance
And maybe I needed that
Cause when you were there
For a short time
I made myself think
You were all mine
And I miss that person
Miss that empire
But it was all a lie

And I don't know why I'm revisiting this
I've had so many years for me to just get over this shit
And I hate that you're one thing that I keep inside
Don't wanna think about the years I wasted trying and trying
I hope that you're okay now
Cause the last I heard you were down and out
You got me again
Some things are better left unsaid

Maybe I shouldn't have
Written this song
Is it gonna cause problems
Used to turn to you
And you'd go and solve them
Popped right back into my life
When I needed you the most
But now you're just a ghost

I don't believe in keeping ties with people
That are from your past
You were the one exception
And we both know that it didn't last