Sunken

Oh you see I was confused
Didn't hear about the news
It hurt when I found out he hit the snooze
Now I gotta sip the juice
Doin what I can to stay loose
I don't wanna stretch my neck out with the noose
(Nah)

They tellin me "don't be suicidal"
I'm askin "who am I though?"
I lost interest in survival
So an answer now is vital
"I'm just tired" that's the motto
But not the real problem
Cuz the problem is that I don't care
If I don't wake up tomorrow
Go through the movements
Feels like a nightmare that's lucid
But from what I know it's dead real
And I can't do much to disprove it
Been feelin this is a movie
The love just goes right through me
Can't keep hold of nothin
Might say hi to Lucy
"Yea you on the right track
Don't worry friend I got yo back
The pain isn't real, your feellings ain't real
All of that is in the past
Come with me you'll have a blast!
No time to stop cuz we living fast
Go ahead and let your soul detach

Oh you see now I'm confused
Cuz I heard about the news
So I don't really care that pops hit the snooze
Imma go and sip my juice
This the only thing that keeps me loose
Neck's been tight, might be time, for the noose

I've been hitting every dead end
Got me feelin like a dead end
I'm just waiting for the endin
Drowning in problems now there's a drought in my bottle
Only makes me forget but it never really does solve em
Nah never really does solve em
Been at it on my own I can't do it no longer
Pick up the phone Lord I'm calling
You're my last resort cuz I see that I'm fallen
Walking in wickedness without a care
Seeing the demons it's making me scared
Stressing so much that I'm loosing my hair
Looking around but there's nobody there AH
Feel like I'm losing my mind
I should be an actor the way that I smile
Put on an act just to come off as fine
But lately I've been pushing the line
I'm about to fall apart
My heart is getting torn apart
My soul is bout to burst wide open
Roaring, screaming, weeping, yearning
Father forgive me for real
Been serving my sin for forever it feels
Like I'm unworthy to be in Your presence
When I walk around with the evilest essence
"Child, this life is a present
It's pleasant to see you repenting
Just know that you've been forgiven
My Son, He died for you, still He was risen
That means that death is defeated
You have a new life, born through the Spirit
Praise the mighty name of Jesus"

Now I'm no longer confused
Cuz I heard the good news
He came back in 3 days He ain't hit the snooze
Now it's time to ditch the juice
Holy water keeping me loose
He was on the cross for me, and that's worse than a noose
Deuce

Praise the Lord
Praise the Lord
He redeemed me
My soul is yours
Praise the Lord
Praise the Lord
He redeemed me
My soul is yours