Avoiding the Subject of You

I've been avoiding the subject of you
I always imagined that this would happen
But in the back of my mind I had this hope that I could save us from this tragic place
That we've been stuck in for as long as I can remember
It's been hard on my mental
Never pulled the trigger
Even when I wanted to say fuck it and just give up
Never gave a middle finger
Never smiled in my pictures
Built walls so high I couldn't get out

No brakes on an uphill battle
Brace for impact at full throttle
I'm a wreck couldn't stop if I wanted
Say a prayer ask God to move a mountain
It gets dark when you riding through the tunnel
In the valley with the shadows, death among us
With scars so large you could wrap me like a mummy
Blood would bleed straight though
I guess I never healed from you
I guess that's why my hearts all bruised
And my thoughts confuse

I became the monster I complained about
I became the monster I complained about
Multiply the pain in broken hearts
People better run and save themselves
Say I got the power to change I know I can
Going through hell just made me stronger
Not much longer, I've been patient
I can't sit, I've been pacing
I can't sleep, I've been praying
Been so long forget what I was waiting for
I keep pushing I stay fighting
Demons find their way of hiding
I've made war, I've shot rifles
Now more then ever want peace and tranquil
Catch my breath I feel strangled
In that moment when it was over
I begged and pleaded for a reason
I'm still waiting on my answers
Making wishes, blowing candles
Life goes on, you learn to handle
Time will manage, don't take for granted
Every second when you spend it

No brakes on an uphill battle
Brace for impact at full throttle
I'm a wreck, couldn't stop if I wanted
Say a prayer
No brakes on an uphill battle
Brace for impact at full throttle
I'm a wreck couldn't stop if I wanted
Say a prayer ask God to move a mountain
It gets dark
When you riding through the tunnel



Credits
Writer(s): Alexis Cannon
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