JEWELZ

Think they ever gave a fuck about me naw
Now they're gona remember how they knew me all of a sudden
When they see me put out the most gorgeous music to come out of my city since it was About 2012
So I don't hang out with mother fuckers I just hope you feel what I wrote
The closest thing I get to chilling is riding my skateboard
But that's only food for the soul
I kind of feel sorry my flow is twenty times smoother than yours
And you grew up listening to all the hits
But they don't make your girl move like this does
You don't shine through I glisten like Gold
Point breeze squeezed out more than one diamond just from all of the pressure
So now I'm a jewel in this world Bitch
Much brighter than a Swarovski box logo
Used to use brand names to validate myself before I had a name of my own
All those winters calibrating my scale for pairs of rare vans
To fuck them up out breaking them in the snow
Your listening to the real thing
Not what your used hearing people talk about being their whole life
Some how it's just who I am in my soul
This is two hundred times what you wrote
I'm in a whole other place in space and time from what you know
A different part of the mind so pay close attention to what you don't
I got used to reaching my goals used to be a thief
But now I'll give back until it equals about two hundred times what I stole
These are the details you can't make up I pray our father in heaven I never fold
This is borrowed time I should've been dead in 09 eight seven six five or 04
The kid with beautiful blonde hair but toxic chemicals in my nose
Whoa It's the Yellow Ghost
Skin pale from the yellow coke

I remember watching my friends mom overdose at 17 years old
And thinking if I steal her bottle Xanax before I call the ambulance nobody would know
And you might judge me but you don't know what I saw to make my heart feel that cold
The dark thoughts that started dwelling in my head about six seven years old
That nobody could've noticed behind those dimples that my mind was evil as it was
Coughing up a rainbow but mostly blood from the Newport's and blunts
Winters cold as the hearts of my exes with depression
Didn't know I had a choice
That's just my story I don't know shit about yours
All I know is the same laws of the universe control us
And If your not pursuing your very first dream then
I don't what the fuck that your doing
Because my life used to be a nightmare until I stopped making excuses
Classic story I got an ounce and blew up quick
Ever since Thomas boulevard we've been delusional
Don't swim in that river water
Air quality color orange I get a morning full
Our bodies were still growing when we started taking chemicals
Like everyone else but some how I became the most unusual
Now I'm a general
And it's your funeral Bitch