Memory Lane

All the pain from the past comes to light
The justice you seek from the plight
The feelings hurt best in the night
The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight
The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right
Right now it feels right
The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane
Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train
You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

All the pain from the past comes to light
The justice you seek from the plight
The feelings hurt best in the night
The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight
The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right
Right now it feels right
The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane
Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train
You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

You don't miss the pain just the time
Go through it all every time
Recall the instance you felt so alive
Visit the places where love may have died
Dig up the grass
Dig up the dirt
Dig up the anger
Dig up the hurt
When you reach the casket
You pry it wide open
Laying on top of the flowers its broken
Can't believe what you see
The fragments apart
You pick up the tiny pieces of ya heart
They slip through your fingers and crash like a dart
You try to amend em some pieces are shards
Affliction in love
The effort you wasted
You fear that your idea of love has been tainted
The picture you saw not the picture that's painted
You sit here in silence don't know why you're waiting
Behind closed doors are the stress
All of the feelings you worked to repress
Strolling for hours you stop just to rest
You gotta give up just for you to progress

Don't fight the feelings
Give in emotions
Know that right now starts the healing of broken
The wounds open up when the wrong words are spoken
Just give in to time and you'll live in the moment

All the pain from the past comes to light
The justice you seek from the plight
The feelings hurt best in the night
The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight
The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right
Right now it feels right
The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane
Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train
You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

All the pain from the past comes to light
The justice you seek from the plight
The feelings hurt best in the night
The tears on the pillow they hold you so tight
The comfort is wrong but right now it feels right
Right now it feels right
The deep thoughts you saving for memory lane
Might catch you an Uber to hop on a train
You hop off the train just to hop on a plane

We been through the feels
Late nights of roaming
When you lost your aura
You stopped glowing
Love stopped floating
The stages of grief started going
Life slowed down I'm just going through the motions

Return to the surface reality hurting
I turned off the lights but know you closed the curtains
May never agree that's for certain
It was never meant to be
I stuck in for patience I try to tell me
I stuck in for love look at where it took me
I stuck in for us look at where we should be

Don't ever look down upon me

I hold the keys
My pen doesn't bleed
The hardships I own
It's just what I need
I stand in my way too succeed

Nobody stops me but me

I look in the mirror
I challenge myself
I bet all my worth that I know I'll excel
The look in my eyes it burns hotter than hell
Memory lane
I bid you farewell

No longer dwell in the past
Two fingers up to the feelings I had
Raising a toast to the future I planned
I know moving forward theboyistheman