Silent Desperation

I will prevail
From this hell
If you would just give me a
Chance to
To pull away from this
To pull away from this
To pull away from this

What made me think I could
Do this all by myself
With just a glimmer of
Remembrance and
Nothing Else
I paint a mask in the mirror
Every day I wake
Just to make it seem like
I'm ok

You're looking at a hollow shell
Nothing more than a machine
Inside this glamorous hell
Don't try to tell me
Everything's alright
Just because you fail to see
What's missing in my life
I will not live in this silence
Just leave me be

And I know this isn't part of
Your story
The ground that's below me
Keeps falling from beneath My feet
What's been said has not been
Written in stone but
The way that I see it this
Was only chapter one

Just know your role fulfill
My every wish
You're a slave to me now
And forever more
Just because I hide it well
Doesn't mean that I'm not
Struggling with breaking the
Silence

You will not take this from me
I don't deserve this
I'm only one person

And I know this isn't part of
Your story but
The ground that's below me
Keeps falling from beneath my feet
What's been said has not been written in stone but
The way that I see it this
Was only chapter one
I will prevail from the hell that
I'm in
If you would just give me a chance to
To pull away from this
To get away from this
BLEGH

I will prevail from the hell that
I'm in
If you would just give me a chance to
To pull away from this
To get away from this

SILENT DESPERATION

Just get me out

SILENT DESPERATION