Make The Trip

I don't know where im going
I don't know where im headed
Sometimes I think that i'd be better off dead
Bitches got shit to say
And they ain't even listened to what I said
Im underrated
Bitch do you see the shit that I make?
Any direction that I look all I see is fake
Im not real when Im dead you could say that I existed
But for now alive shit is pretty contradictive
It's hard to care
For me there's not a fuck left that I could give
What a joke it is to live yeah
And a bad one
Jump in the car drive really far
Pull out my pistol put it where my brain be
And than I squeeze the trigger
Do this just for fun yeah
Now it's looking like a murder scene
And my spirit's the only witness
How fucked up is this
I ain't looking for any type of forgiveness
Im just looking for any sort of happiness
And if I gotta go somewhere else to find it well
Well I'll gladly make the trip