Misery Avenue

I'm in my
Misery Avenue
Smoke too much then
They get mad at you
Tried to quit but
Dammit it's hard
Use bandaids
To hide my scars
But it don't work no
It don't work
On a daily relapse
It only gets worse
Can you feel the pain deep in my words
Livin' in a curse
This is social suicide
You jump first
It's a double homicide
Kill me first
Before my verse
Never gets better no it only gets worse
My addictions gone put me in a hearse

Im so fed up tryna keep my head up
Fallin' in a moshpit I can't stop it
Pills are like a gameboy push and pop it
I still wanna Lambo so my friends can hop in
My words are depressing had to change the topic
If I move too fast Im'a crash like a rocket
Houston we got a problem
Like math equations I cant solve them

I was friends with my dealer until someone robbed him
I don't feel bad it's not like somebody popped him
Saw those new Jays drop yes I had to cop them
My words are electric people listen and it shocks them
Opposite of Drakes song I'm still at the bottom
Kyrie Irving on the court pull up and Im'a rock them
I walk with a leash cause I know my homies gone dog them
I wanna release this music without any problems

My arts Mona Lisa with a tear drop fallin
I don't wanna pick up but the drugs keep calling
Drugs are dangerous they the reason of the fallen
For the lost ones I'm out here ballin'

I'm in my
Misery Avenue
Smoke too much then
They get mad at you
Tried to quit but
Dammit it's hard
Use bandaids
To hide my scars
But it don't work no
It don't work
On a daily relapse
It only gets worse
Can you feel the pain deep in my words
Livin' in a curse
This is social suicide
You jump first
It's a double homicide
Kill me first
Before my verse
Never gets better no it only gets worse
My addictions gone put me in a hearse