Suffering Alive

I have been flying and flying away
I don't want to stay don't want to stay
The death is so close that I know I can kiss her
I wanna kiss her, please let me kiss her

They're keeping me floating around the blue sky
So high, yeah, so high
But what if I need to fall at the ground and broke all my bones
Like they're breaking my heart

I take my pills, I eat my meals
I'm like a robot that sadly have feels
Sadly drop tears, sadly with fear
Afraid of the life and afraid to be mean

And I still being mean cause the mind on my business, while they still with the nearness
How can I say that I'm hugging my illness
Hugging my sickness and wishing that I could be death
Leave me alone I'm not asking for help
I am a selfish and I'm on a wreck
I wanna fall down to hell, fall fall down to hell

And maybe I just don't want to be alright
Maybe I'm sorry that I'm not that nice
I tried and I tried and I tried and I tried

But they want me suffering alive
They want me suffering alive
Want want want want me suffering alive
Suffering alive
Please just let me die

Suffering alive
They want me suffering alive
Suffering Alive
Please just let me die



Credits
Writer(s): Claudia Kobe
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