Like a Giant

It better be somewhere
It better be better being dead
'Cause it doesn't feel it

I wasn't living
Though I wasn't feeling half as bad
I made a killing

Watch me be always
Watching the exits out the back
Watch me be spinning

Stood in the hallway
Laying me back across your chest
Let me be swimming

In the taste of my liver
The taste of my stomach giving up
I wasn't hindered

But I barely got anywhere
Barely got anything
Barely got started

And you said "did it always?"
Getting in bed with all the guilt
I didn't plan it

This semi-god living
The risible thoughts I hated having
Bury them deeper

And I hate that I froze up
Whenever I tried to lay it out
But I wasn't lying

And it was brave to be honest
But I know I was hardly like a lion
I'm just glad that I said it

So let me just lay, man
If it set me off laughing
I couldn't control it

You just let me replay it
And you let me eat lightning
I totally get it

When you rested your head on
Me, that was when I split in two
That left me empty

You said you were sorry
You said you had sounded like a giant
I barely heard it