Cigarettes

I'm not what you expected
And I'm sorry about that
But I even gave what
I didn't have
And it's really sad when
After wasting my time and affection
I'm not close to be the one you like
Cause a broken heart
Can be repaired
And that's what you did
But then you smashed it again
But It's not your fault
I was the one
Who thought that someone could love me back
I think I'm getting used to that
But it still hurts like the first time
You're not the first one who takes my pride
And makes me turn into an empty vault
Now I'm walking alone with a rose in my pocket
That I never gave you 'cause you laughed about it
Swallowing my illusions of yourself in a rocket
Watching Pluto with the dreamy boy that you just murdered

I don't wanna be that young man who's just sitting, smoking cigarettes
Holding in his hand the seventh beer because he can't forget
All the bruises that a love can leave
All the pain that you can feel when
You don't have a shoulder for your tears
I don't wanna be the one who spends his night drunk
Hanging out with any woman, trying to fill an empty hole
I just want to spend my days with the one
But it seems like no one appreciates the kindliness of gentlemen

From now on all my songs will be written in a minor key
I won't write another letter just to leave it in a bin
Cause they are taking me back to the moments I had
Hugging you and thinking everything would be alright
I won't risk it all for love to end up like a fool again
The day when you rejected me will never get out of my head
And it's not worth it to quit the bullet from my chest
Just to leave space in it to receive the ne-ee
The next

Now I'll just use the petals
To hide my stab and clean the blood
Cause that's what warriors do
They keep it quiet and stay strong
But I don't really want to be a warrior anymore
I wanna cry and laugh
I don't want to feel alone

I don't wanna be that young man who's just sitting, smoking cigarettes
Holding in his hand the seventh beer because he can't forget
All the bruises that a love can leave
All the pain that you can feel when
You don't have a shoulder for your tears
I don't wanna be the one who spends his night drunk
Hanging out with any woman, trying to fill an empty hole
I just want to spend my days with the one
But it seems like no one appreciates the kindliness of gentlemen



Credits
Writer(s): Matías Hidalgo
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