For If I Am Still Alive

I'm watching the clock as it is tick tockin'
Can I steal your time, baby put it in a pocket
I don't study science but I pop off like a rocket
NASA gave me creds you can ride up in my cockpit
Mission never achieved but I'm taking all my time
Listen to my elders, history ain't gon' rewind
Miss the good days, shout out to the 05'
17 Years later, I'm on a different grind
On some Drake shit
Started from the bottom where I used to feel basic
Now I got a job that can take me to places
Different vibes, different times
I need to try, need to try
To make it out in the big big world
It's me my friends, family, and girl
I don't need diamonds, gold, gifts, or pearls
Cause I got a gift I'll show it to the world

There's a lot on my mind, and I know I got time
But I just can't help but think
Hope that I can feel alive, feel alive
I know that I feel alive, feel alive
And the trauma brings pain
I can't take that away
So I just try to make a way
Hope that I can be alive, be alive
Hope that I am still alive, still alive

These hating ass niggas on this ice like they're Frozone
Burning through the time, warm it up like its cocoa
I don't even know where I really gotta go go
Come up on this journey with me, we can go in slow mo'
I've been trying to change for a minute now
I've been trying to change for the better now
I ain't going to wait for something to happen I'm done sitting round'
Think about the actions and how they've affected other people now
Pitter patter pitter patter, rain sounds
Sitting in my room, Lo-fi pounds
I count to three
Different voices, I'll tell you what I see
Mom yelling at me saying that I can't leave
Dad telling me things that make my heart bleed
My sister feeling like I'm only full of greed
But I'll change that, yes I will make it
Take the crowd on as I take the stage next

There's a lot on my mind, and I know I got time
But I just can't help but think
Hope that I can feel alive, feel alive
I know that I feel alive, feel alive
And the trauma brings pain
I can't take that away
So I just try to make a way
Hope that I can be alive, be alive
Hope that I am still alive, still alive



Credits
Writer(s): Gabe L
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