Interlude

So much to say
But can't find the words
Like how have you been
I typed a whole ass text to you
But never hit send
You now know my sins
And them secrets I hid
God penciled in eternal rest for you
And I cried like a kid

Post traumatic
Stress disorder
From so many losses
Rather be frosted
Ice in my veins
I'm fightin my pain
And writin my strain
There ain't a side that's bright in my brain
And I can't refrain
From thinkin the worst
If I blink it's a curse
I feel I need a reason to hurt
In the rain
As I pray
I'm down on my knees
In the dirt
And no I ain't very religious
But I'll probably be in a church when they bury me with this music
It's therapy written fluent
I'm Cherishing who I grew with
Couple flaws only one knew
It'd be embarrassing if you knew it
Life is a fuckin bitch
And I'm barely gettin through it



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Gutierrez
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