Mon Coeur

Depuis le départ de la tristesse
Mon coeur, il bat si fort
Depuis le départ de la tristesse
Mon coeur, il bat si fort
Balance dans l'air tous les émotions
Laisse partir toutes tes grimaces
Balance dans l'air tous les émotions
Et laisse toi partir

Ay
Who's to blame for the silly little games we play?
There's hurricanes when you're here but you ain't gonna stay
What's on your brain whatchu fear can I take it away?
Like Everything that I did just to make you feel safe
I'm moving on
Cause every time I plead my case you do me wrong
But when we standing face to face we get along
And there won't be no save the dates if you keep waving my mistakes in face to drop a bomb
But even out of the concrete it came with a rose
And like the faster a door open the harder it close
Now all my shirts turning pink from all the blood on my clothes
I really thought it would change, I guess that's how life goes
Because the day that you changed is the day that hell froze
You gave up everything just to make me feel like a ghost
Been waiting for you to change I guess you already chose
And when the time for it comes you gonna reap what you sow (Ay)

Knew you were poison from the start
(From the start)
I thought I could take it
(I really thought that I could take it)
You shot me down there's a hole in my heart
(In my heart)
I can't do this again
(I can't do this shit again)
Knew you were poison right from the start
(Right From the start)
I thought I could take it
(Really thought that you would change)
You shot me down there's a hole in my heart
(Hole in my heart)
I can't do this again
(I can't do this shit again)

You had your friend come and tell me I'm a piece of shit
But you ain't gonna tell her bout a single thing that you did
Or bout a thing that you said but you can play the victim
You were too much on my head I thought you needed to be fixed
Did everything that I could to put a stop to the issues
The hardest part of my year was trying not to miss you
Honestly a better a friend was a box of tissues
Had a couple friends tell me i got toxic since you
Independence
Was new to to me so I fell in love with a dependence
Spending all my money just so I could just forget it
Momma talking to me I could hardly speak a sentence
10 months straight it felt like the world was ending
12 months straight to myself I was anonymous
Every single night I'd tell myself I'm too far gone
Didn't wanna deal with problems so I got back on the rocket ship
Told myself it's time to change, haven't thought about it since

Knew you were poison from the start
(From the start)
I thought I could take it
(I really thought that I could take it)
You shot me down there's a hole in my heart
(In my heart)
I can't do this again
(I can't do this shit again)
Knew you were poison right from the start
(Right From the start)
I thought I could take it
(Really thought that you would change)
You shot me down there's a hole in my heart
(Hole in my heart)
I can't do this again
(I can't do this shit again)