me and mine

And I'm just tryna see me through your doubt
Ye I'm just trying to see me
Cus If it's you, I'm thinking of I guess I'll leave me out

If they find me, will it stop them
Our eyes meet and the ground sinks
It's too fast, it's too fast
It takes me, I can't breathe
If they find me and my body
In the dirt lay right beside your house
Do I have to, I'm a nightmare
Guess you'll have to drag me all back out
And to the friends that had my back
I guess you'll be wanting this knife back
You hate me, how you hate me
Take a deep breath in and just relapse
And if they find me and my body
They'll talk of how I made them proud
Then ask me why I couldn't stay
As they drag my body to the ground

And I'm just tryna see me through your doubt
Ye I'm just trying to see me
Cus If it's you, I'm thinking of I guess I'll leave me out

If you find me, is it over
I saw you and all the walls caved in
Just like my head I miss you when you're with him
If you find me and my body
In the dirt lay miles from anything
I guess I told you and don't get to see you again

And I'm just tryna see me through your doubt
Ye I'm just trying to see me
Cus If it's you, I'm thinking of I guess I'll leave me out
How am I supposed to carry out a conversation with you when you say
If you find me, is it over
I saw you and all the walls caved in
You're not acting the way that we used to
And I'm tryna keep seeing straight
If you find me and my body
In the dirt lay miles from anything
We don't talk and it's all that I'm used to
Now it's you that keeps me awake
If you find me, is it over
I saw you and all the walls caved in
You're not acting the way that we used to
And I'm tryna keep seeing straight
If you find me and my body
In the dirt lay miles from anything
We don't talk and it's all that I'm used to
Now it's you that keeps me awake

And I'm just tryna see me through your doubt
And I'm just tryna see me
'Cause if it's you, I'm thinking of I guess I'll leave me out

I took all the money, the change that I had in my room
And I called a cab and got the cab driver to drive me as far
Away from where I was as, as I could afford
I didn't, I didn't even think about
Which way or where I was going or what I was
What I had on me or what I was wearing
I just got in the cab and just got the guy to drive
And eventually, I got to a point where I couldn't
Pay to go any further and I, I got him to let me out of the car
And without a second thought I just turned and started
Pacing back towards the house