Save Me

Lately I've been overcome my life is full of darkness
Everytime I think I get ahead I'm stepping back on hardship
I don't have the fuckin answers but I know that this is garbage
I just hope that I can grow from this and learn that I'm an artist
I can see it with my eyes I know this life has got its purpose
But I'm struggling to see the truth I'm stuck inside the carnage
I Knew I saw the mission ever since a boy I started
But I'm witnessing the pain and sadness feeling like a carcass
So just tie me up and beat me I won't try and press the charges
I won't even throw a punch I'd rather drift into the darkness
When my mind is set on failure there ain't nothing that can stop it
I know I'll be much better off I'm sick of all the heart sick
I can feel it in my chest you know this heart it's been through torment
When I try to pick the pieces nothing fixes I've been dormant
The water its so shallow but I'm drowning in it slowly
I've been sinking to the bottom I cant feel my legs below me
I keep kicking and I'm fighting but the pressure it's enormous
The strength inside its mourning but I know I've been ignoring
I can't wait to feel the weight of all this lifting from my body
It's like the stress from all the hurting its been taking not supporting

So tell me the worries ill gather my thoughts
Im feeling the pressure im down but not lost
Im stuck in this rut now this must be depression this trauma so heavy
Its not worth the cost

Knock knock who's there I don't think it matters anymore but I don't care
I can give a little bit of effort in the hope that it will quit
But I'm sinking to the bottom of the chair
Yeah I'm lost in these ruins I don't fear yeah
The demons on the surface in my ears yeah
The little voice is telling me to pick up all the pieces
But the pressure in my life I cannot bare
Does it even matter if I'm here
I've been digging on my grave all these years
See I'm lost in the pressure and I'm feeling all the stressors
But I'm hanging onto something that's not there
Could you fight for a battle so severe
When the smoke it settles bringing out your fears
Now your mind is playing tricks it never care
You're hoping that it doesn't last for years
Save me from the battle that's been raging inside
I'm locked in this cellar where demons reside
Save me from the hatred inside of my mind
I'm powerless I've been stripped of my pride
Save me from the person that got lost tryna hide
Been scratching the surface so far from the sky
Save me from the pain that was spawned from desire
Save me from myself I can't breath in the fire