I Work From Spite

When I think about you I want to be better
Send, sign, delivered, blunt with the letters
Ended sad emotion, light as a feather
Now mad, commotion, write off the debtor
Debt to the heart, want it out of my chest
Shake, shake, shake, that's cardiac arrest
Go make my pain, my pain makes my best
Sane? Maybe not, but I don't ever rest

In a way, you could say that you're my inspiration
May you join mind, pump up the motivation
When I'm better than you, that gives me elation
I work to better, that's it, no stipulation
I work from spite, that's it
I work from spite, that's it
It's alright to not want conditions to worsen
But are you the villain or am I a bad person

Me, I'm a sir, you hit me with a spell
Lead with the leash, that's my personal hell
You are my devil, little heart, yours to sell
Your play was an act and it chimed with the bell

Me, I'm a sir, you hit me with a spell
Lead with the leash, that's my personal hell
You are my devil, little heart, yours to sell
Your play was an act and it chimed with the bell

You liked validation cause you're insecure
You lack admiration, and you think you lack allure
That's why you used and abused my true emotions
Won't smooth out wrinkles in the truth with some lotion
Woah, fake mate, thought of doves, so dumb
Out of date love songs, could make an album
So many, and you'll never fucking hear them
One's all you get, here's a quote, this is it

Hoard you like a miser, but this feeling's more than sodomy
Bird, soar, sky, flows through bodies with autonomy
Time warp sir, you made an hour what a minute is
Make my heart ring, but that's probably my tinnitus
It was definitely my tinnitus
Shit I'm so dumb, I'm effectively braindead
It was all fake and only in my head
To sit with my blood pumping, heart was pure red

Can't lie like my heart is not broken
My heart sits in the pain, and it sits just soaking
Heart's so weak, and I wish I was joking
Heart's so weak, not hard to be woken

Can't lie like my heart is not broken
My heart sits in the pain, and it sits just soaking
Heart's so weak, and I wish I was joking
Heart's so weak, not hard to be woken

Agony with poise
I continue what the mission is
Agony in noise
Can you hear the fucking dissonance
Wanna be a billionaire, just build mansions
Know what you missed, I continue expansion

Agony with poise
I continue what the mission is
Agony in noise
Can you hear the fucking dissonance
Wanna have billions, just build mansions
Know what you missed, I continue expansion