Suffering

I sit here and rot
Twisted numb and scorned
By inauspicious thoughts
Tempting self inflicted harm

Surrounded by walls
Screams echoing in parallel
Trapping inside a mind
Overcome with anguish
Attempts to escape
Left me fucking paralyzed
Caught in a web of lies

Piece by piece
Broken down into
Particles of debris
Will there be release
Will I feel peace
Unable to break away
Locked down by shackles and chains
Is this my only way out

Helpless and evading them
Looking down towards the end
Trust is lost I can't pretend
Hope is gone begin decent
Endless pain and agony
Constant state of apathy
What's the point What is it for
Suffering forever more

Helpless and evading them
Looking down towards the end
Trust is lost I can't pretend
Hope is gone begin decent
Endless pain and agony
Constant state of apathy
What's the point What is it for
Suffering forever more

Colorless
Stuck in a daze
Awaiting escape
Is this the end of me
Life or death
It doesn't change
It's all the same
I can't breathe

Gasping for air
A lingering state of
Immorality
Repetitive flashing contemplations
Of self
Immolation

What the fuck's the point of having aspirations
A blank canvas
Stained with endless emotional suffering
Wake me up from this eternal nightmare
Set me free from this
Never ending hell

Piece by piece
Broken down into
Particles of debris
Will there be release
Will I feel peace
Unable to break away
Locked down by shackles and chains
Is this my only way out

I stare at my walls
I scream but no one listens
I suffer endlessly
This is the end of me

This is the end of me
This is the end of me
This is the end of me
This is the end of me
This is the end of me
This is the end of me
This is the end of me
This is the end of
Me



Credits
Writer(s): Ronnie Besser
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