Maybe Next Time

Feels like I'm invisible
Like you don't even notice when I call
Maybe you don't have me saved as a number
Maybe you didn't get the text it said delivered

Do you even read what I say
Cause somehow it's always too late
Give a reply at least ok
Only wishing you would talk to me
Put it out in the open
I'll think of my next actions
Don't wanna keep overthinking
This is hurt that I'm feeling

Maybe next time I'll call mom instead
She told me that she's my only friend
I could rely on but I can't trust none of them

Is it just me or old news
I think everyone else forgot to
Notice I'm not well.
Do you notice I'm trying

How come the only time they reach out
Is when I'm on verge of a breakdown
Well maybe I should blame
You make me feel this way

Why do I get mad at them
How do I be happy for them
Why do I feel so sad
When they don't care what happens

How do I fall off the deep end
Making sure none of you notice
I tend to make myself forget
To heal and meet the needs of my regrets

Maybe next time I'll call mom instead
She told me that she's my only friend
I could rely on but I can't trust none of them

And my dad tells me not to be sad
He says this isnt so bad
Think about how things are gonna be
In four months won't come across me
And my time
Wasted all this time being so blind
Feels like I committed a crime
Say I won't do it again
Don't feel I fit in
They all go out while I stay in
I hear the bad noises so I listen to feel again
But right now I can't help but feel empty

Maybe next time I'll call mom instead
She told me that she's my only friend
I could rely on but I can't trust none of them

Is it just me or old news
I think everyone else forgot to
Notice I'm not well.
Do you notice I'm trying



Credits
Writer(s): Lizzy Zito
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