Hideaway

Dark rooms, feel I fade away
Had a feud, there ain't no escape
Don't like it here, feeling alone
In a crowded space
All of these flashing lights
Keep on blinding me

Hide all the pain, hide all the feel
On the day-to-day
All of my rage kept in a cage
Don't let it slip away

But my friends like it here
So I look for a place, I hideaway
I don't like it here
So I put on a face to hideaway

Yeah, sometimes, I'm driftin' in places that you cannot imagine
My whole world's turning, feel like I'm floatin' in automatic
I tend to panic 'cause I got no control, mind is manic
You ever feel like you're underwater and cannot breathe
Or like those dreams where your whole body feels so static
Outpacin' my race and feel like you always chasin' some things you cannot reach
Call out for help from a distance, it's so cold out here
Hold on the faith, prayin' to God to keep me safe

I am
Here
I hideaway
Hideaway

But my friends like it here
So I look for a place, I hideaway
I don't like it here
So I put on a face to hideaway

But my friends like it here
So I look for a place, I hideaway
I don't like it here
So I put on a face to hideaway

My vision's blurry from all the smoke that they giving me
They just too jealous 'cause I'm up next in the industry
Can't tell me nothing 'cause they know I come with honesty
Don't need to flex my drip, I know that y'all can see

Don't like these bitches, they always too nosy
They feel like they know me, you bet with the homies
I feel like their son, ecuidados is goin'
The flow so Platonic, they always want more

Levels on levels, I feel like I'm on a pedestal
Spittin' these bars, they respect me like I'm the general
I-I-I, I got all eyes on me, I'm like a prodigy
Keep talkin' shit, I know you're here sittin' watching me
Rapid shootin' not that gay so fast, but they maintainin' that
Soon as I step up on the plate, they be all steppin' back like

Whoa, how she do that?
She be swervin' in and out oh so fast like
Oh no, she don't hold back
She so straightforward and she know that, aye