Role Model

Being a leader
Shit affects your mental
A lot more to it
And y'all want fuckin energy?
Aight

Everyday I look in the goddamn mirror, wondering why my mind
Ain't fuckin clearer
Insecurites, I'm a goddamn mess
If I fuck up i can't help but obsess
Spending all this time righting
All my wrongs, but by the time
I do the people are already gone
My innate nature just hurts
Them instead, I couldn't make time
With a gun to my head
Maybe I should shoot
At my temple,
No one would care,
No one would assemble
To mourn the loss of a
Broken fuckin prick,
He make me fuckin sick

Teach told me to be a leader
I ain't no fuckin role model

Everyday I look in the goddamn mirror,
Thinking about all of the things
That have hurt her
Oblivious to the shit around that's me
Can't take a second
Sit down and think that maybe
My personality does nothing but harm
I'm fuckin losing any sort of charm
But then these kids wanna
Fuckin look up to me?
Like im the sort of person
They should be?
Look y'all, im nothing but a husk of a man,
I can't be rise up
I can't meet demand
I can't be there, can't be reliable,
And god forbid I hold myself accountable
They love me, but
Listen to their sense,
The love exists in past tense
(Fuck)

Teach told me to be a leader,
I ain't no fuckin role model

Everyday I look in the
Goddamn mirror,
Thinkin why the fuck did
He even let me be here
Teach gave me the keys to the car,
But I don't even know where to start
Maybe I'm the cancer killing the band,
As I fall down this slope,
Don't reach for my hand
Don't ever give me the last say,
Don't ever give me the time of day
Terrible leader, all I do
Is betray
Wish there was
Someone else I could portray
Done yall disservice,
What else can I say?
Maybe I should shut up
And let the sample play

I'm never gonna treat you
Like I should