I Met a Girl

I met a girl
We fell in love
She was my world
She was my drug
I got addicted, but now she's gone
So now I'm feening, for what I lost

Now I'm all alone
Every day sipping patron
To hide all my feelings
I'm like a dog with ought a bone
I'm bored out of my mind
Wishing I was fine
Wishing I had somebody who I could call mine

I'm really missing intimacy
It's fucking killing me
I know its not a necessity
But I want it so badly
Someone to hold me
When I get lonely
I'm so alone
Fuck
I was used to being alone
But then she came along
And I got used to having someone
I would put my head in her lap when I cried
Tears rushing out of my eyes
Every time, she'd make me feel alright

But now she's gone, I can't get her back
I fucked up bad, the courts keep it like that
I'm not legally allowed to talk to her, its over
But even if I could I would give her the cold shoulder

I'm really missing intimacy
It's fucking killing me
I know its not a necessity
But I want it so badly
Someone to hold me
When I get lonely
I'm so alone
Fuck
I was used to being alone
But then she came along
And I got used to having someone
I would put my head in her lap when I cried
Tears rushing out of my eyes
Every time, she'd make me feel alright

And then she cheated on me, it hurt me bad
The person I'm missing, is in the past
She changed and I hate it, but what's done is done
So now I'm all alone, just missing what once was