dear nick

I keep wishing
I could feel your lips
One last kiss
When I was still ignorant

And now I know you claim
You don't think about me
You're probably listening to music
Way too indie for me

But, I still cry
When I see your name
'Cause, you're watching my stories
But, you're numb to the pain
And you're not mine (not mine)
And it's embarrassing to say
That I can't move on
And you're well on your way

Dear Nick, I wish
You hid it just a little bit
Better, that you're better
Wish I never fucking wrote that letter
Nick, I wish
You miss me just a little bit
'Cause, I'm losing my pride
Over some dumb fucking guy named Nick

I know you
And frankly, I'm too cool
And I'm much too smart
To let you anywhere near my heart

Excuse me
If I seem pretentious
But, clearly I have lost my senses
Giving you my attention

I still cry
When I see your name
But, you're streaming my music
And I make money from my pain
And you're not mine
And it's embarrassing to say
That it took me this long
To be well on my way

Dear Nick, I wish
You hid it just a little bit
Better, that you're better
Wish I never fucking wrote that letter
Nick, I wish
You miss me just a little bit
'Cause, I'm losing my pride
Over some fucking dumb guy named Nick

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
I'm way too, way too good for this
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

Always hated that name
Now, it's all I can say
How dare you make me fall for you
From three states away
You don't deserve that praise
You're fucking lucky it's your day
I know you're probably so amazed by this fame
But, don't forget you're still named Nick

I always hated that name
So fucking basic
Oh-oh-oh-oh
I'm all done
But, you're still named Nick