REVELATION

Forgive me Father for I have sinned

You finish my sentences for me
Force-feed a narrative that you think of
When you're trapped in your insecurities
It doesn't matter how I feel or think

How are you liberating me?
'Cause you're pulling my heart strings and gaslighting me
I'm sorry that your feelings are hurt
But you can't possibility keep making it seem like

I wasn't there that I didn't work hard on getting me fixed
You're mishandling of me when I was a teen
Has kept this wounds here for centuries

Now this is your final warning, baby, don't you think
That instead of suggesting that you're gonna leave
If you really cared, you'd be working on this?

Nothing you've done is justifiable
When are you gonna be accountable?
With the snap of your fingers, you're suddenly gone
Expecting me to fix what you've done

And no more explanations
Of leaving me to pick the pieces
You seem to reinforce that I'll be okay
Haven't you seen that I'm just a broken vase?

Like do you feel happy now? Seeing this broken clown?
Savaging the parts of me that's tainted by your sound
Singing that same old tune that puts you in the mood