So In My Head

I'm melodic

Okay, here we go

I'm a lot of people's favorite person
I'm a lot to deal with right now
I'm allowed to feel like I'm important, right?
Yeah, but I could probably stand to come a notch down
That's a lot of pressure to perform
That's a lot of effort for a sad return
There's a law against this amount of self indulgence, I'm sure
Oh, chemistry's inevitable after burn

I always thought I'd hear hear the missiles coming
I kinda thought we'd turn the keys in unison
Now i'm paranoid about this distant humming
Oh, the lonely freedom that comes with new beginnings

But who are we to say when a song begins?
And how do we really know when it ends?
I'm sewin' my head shut, I'm so in my head
I'm sewin' my head shut. I'm so in my head

I'm a couple people's ex boyfriend
Imma cut me off before I call em up
That's about as cordial as divorce gets
Never mind... guess I didn't wait long enough

That's enough pleasantries for one week
I play hard but I'm really not all that tough, today
See, I really meant to write this song tongue and cheek
Waitin' for the other me to call my bluff

It's exhausting being so open minded
I tried it once, it left me high for life and naked
There's a calm beyond the storm; I hope you find it
Oh, my diatribes disguised as thank you's

But, who am I to rely on my closest friends?
And, sure, who are you to force amends?
I'm sewin' my head shut, I'm so in my head
I'm sewin' my head shut. I'm so in my head

I can't get outta my head. Get outta my head.
Get outta my head. Get outta my head
Hey Pat, get outta my head. Get outta my head.
Get outta my head. Get outta my head

I can't get outta my head. Get outta my head.
Get outta my head. Get outta my head
Hey Pat, get outta my head. Get outta my head.
Get outta my head. Get outta my head

I'm a lot of people's favorite person
I'm a lot to deal with most the time
I was kinda feelin' self important when I wrote this
Or self loathing. I blur the line

But maybe I'll grow desperate and young again
And let the world back in and pull these threads
But I'm sewin' my head shut, I'm so in my head
For now, I'm sewin' my head shut. I'm so in my head



Credits
Writer(s): Patrick Childers
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