Slowdown

Sink to the floor
Body goes numb
My friends are all out
I'm at home alone

Fingers turn white
As the water goes cold
Think it's time I dried off
And the drain was pulled

Can't stop my thoughts
Cry out my soul
Another drink
Down the rabbit hole

Tell myself that I'll be fine
Another glass as the water turns to wine
Can't feel anything
Look down feel the sting

I just wanna feel alright
I'm tired of dying inside

The drinks make me feel so warm inside
Fruity or dry, how can I decide
Scabs float around my empty mind
I wonder, if I sink, how long can I hide

Run the tap refill the warmth
Turn inside ignore the scorn
Distract myself maybe with some-
Now the out matches in, and my skin's left torn

I don't really wanna die
I just wanna feel fine

(I can't keep fucking going at this rate dude)
(Like I just... I just can't)

I just wanna feel alright
I'm tired of dying inside



Credits
Writer(s): Phoenix Elektra
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