Double Aquarius

Is Mercury in retrograde
Or am I just feeling blue
I'm looking for some sort of explanation
For why I can't seem to

Get out of bed, enjoy the sunlight
I fight with my thoughts until midnight
Yet I have the nerve to tell you that I'm alright

My shrink says I should have some self-compassion
Well where does one find that
I know I am my own worst enemy
But that doesn't change the fact

I'm haunted by my introspection
My biggest fear is my own reflection
It seems to appear when I least expect it

Yes I know that I'm a mess
But don't forget I'm also a double Aquarius

I spend most of my time cooped up in my room
It's better off that way
Small talk makes me want to stick pins in my eyes
I don't know what to say

When all of my friends seem so happy
Meanwhile I'm here feeling crappy
Nursing my laptop watching reruns of Glee

I probably sound just like a broken record
That plays the same old song
No one likes it when I control the aux chord
But I don't know what's wrong

With dancing to Sufjan at a party
If I'm killing the mood I'm sorry
The pressure to party is what's kind of killing me

Yes I know that I'm a mess
But don't forget I'm also a double Aquarius

My horoscope said that this month
My lucky number would be two
But the only match for me is the person in the mirror
Who says, "you've gotta get out of your head"
I look back at that person and I say

Yes I know that I'm a mess
But don't forget I'm also a double Aquarius



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Writer(s): Bells Larsen
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