Not Me

All I can see
Is a person I don't wanna be
I feel lonely in a crowd
Feel like a rainy cloud
I'm surrounded by these people
Feel imperfect but together we go
Wish I sounded differently when I sing
Would like to change myself but can't do anything

Don't wanna seem weak
Don't wanna cry
Wanna hide my emotions
But fail when I try
Wanna be this happy girl I showed the world
But now I I let my mind get hurt

Media shows me I am ugly
I look at me and wanna be funny
But I don't remember the sun as sunny
I try to find solutions in my cellphone
But the answer to beauty Is unknown
I See these perfect bodies and get sicker
Please little belly don't get thicker

Don't wanna seem weak
Don't wanna cry
Wanna hide my emotions
But fail when I try
Wanna be this happy girl I showed the world
But now I I let my mind get hurt

I have this shitty thoughts in my head
While outside waits the biggest crises we ever had
Better days coming yes they always will
I promise I will try to stand smiling brightly on a pretty hill

Don't wanna seem weak
Don't wanna cry
Wanna hide my emotions
But fail when I try
Wanna be this happy girl I showed the world
But now I I let my mind get hurt



Credits
Writer(s): Luzia Biel
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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