BPD (feat. Sheven)

Violent but I don't want to hurt nobody
Wanna be sociable but I decline to party
Not tryna diss or offend
Just MAP's BPD again

Caught up in this fight with my mind and my demons
Can't find no way to get away but these rhymes
I believe a serene scene I'll achieve it
Long as I try to ignore the cretins

Goin in harder than I have ever did
Try to be smarter with money
Watch where I'm investing chips
Feeling insane cause this lane can be devilish
Jealous so-called friend megalomania and not to mention ends

Yeah I'm crazy what makes you think you not
Bet they hate me and I could say a lot
But why let that phase me cause I care though
I'm aware in the lair you cannot

Please everybody
No need to be rowdy I plead with you kindly
No bother me I'm minding my own problems their binding
N to break free I need bands
Oh the irony

Hip hop Ab psy and philosophy
This guy feels like he's the God emcee
But this one says he's dumb and no anomaly
All this in my cranium do you follow me

I've been dealing with this BPD lowkey
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me

I've been dealing with this BPD lowkey
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me

I been dealing with this

I been dealing with BPD yeah
I've been winning with a GED yeah
On top a couple felonies from selling weed
I thought I jeopardized everything
It took a better me to keep on peddling
Even though it was repetitive it made me grow more than I ever did
I don't believe in medicine

When you tell it how it is you never have no skeletons
I've been coming relevant and still sabotage things just for the hell of it
But it's never on purpose yeah
Never settle for someone saying it's better than nothing
That makes you steady succumb to just feeling worthless yeah
I got burdens by the surplus
You can tell cause I put a little pain in my verses
Why is Static still in office
Why are we blowing up people so often
Why we got kids with no fathers you know that is costing
Why are we stuck in this thinking that every mass shooter must be some Islamic
Seeing it's starting to be so robotic
Government seems so demonic
People can't afford to go to college
YouTube could be your way of knowledge
No, it ain't perfect know its been a struggle and you hurting
But on a side note why the ice cream machine at McDonalds' always outta service

I've been dealing with this BPD lowkey
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me

I've been dealing with this BPD lowkey
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me
There ain't no more room to put no problems on me

I been dealing with this

I really be going through it just put it up in the music
Living what's written hoping you listen and vibe to it
Maybe it's getting you through shit
Life can be really stupid but anything worth having is a fight and we already knew it

Would never be easy
It can get hectic and greasy
Inside our minds we fly from fine to conniption very quickly
I must say I was diagnosed at an early age
Now today all my worldly ways has me stuck in this maze
Going round n round back n forth up n down tryna find my way

Hitting walls in this place like I'm balls-deep in a piece
I got jokes for days
I smoke this weed hoping for peace
Making my moves living day by day

Sometimes deranged I feel no gimmick fam
This is real what I pen I'ma cynic man
But hold hope in my folks we gone get it damn
Why you hating show some growth but I get it
Yeah
You a bitch eat a dick sit n spin while I plan
Grit the grime till we shine no more pennies slime
But in my mind it ain't fine I'll smile or stay stoic
Cause you never know how it tryna cope with
BPD