Ab Initio/De Novo

Elusively delusional
Per usual
My life is a mess, I confess too much
I swear
If I had the time
I too would be living in a lie
There is
Not a need to be embarrassed
You can share it, don't be selfish!
Cherish
What you got and what I carry
Why compare before we perish?
Right along this road
Much still lies
You've been here before?
Don't you lie
Ab initio
I have an issue with you
Fishing with those fancy clothes
You gotta lotta those, you got a lotta poses
What do you really possess?
I never did what mom says
Never, really
If you say you'll do it
Will you really? (Really)
Runner
Quitter
More lit than you but you're the litter
If it's up, I'll be giving
You'll be giving up
If I did the most, I didn't do enough
If you did the most it would be barely
Rarely
Blinded to the recent past
I can't see where I asked
I got class, can't do all that
Im gonna have to pass
Y'all wanna drop out for good
Y'all think you have it bad
Too much knowledge on their plate
"you gonna finish that?"
Never really bad as it is
Never really bad as it is
Never really bad as it seems
Never really bad as we think
There is
Not a need to be embarrassed
You can share it, don't be selfish!
Cherish
What you got and what I carry
Why compare before we perish?
Right along this road
Much still lies
You've been here before?
Don't you lie
(Lessgo! Lessgo! Lessgo!)
Aye
Aye
Ok
Watch on my left hand wrist, with no watch on
But time's gone, and I can see it
So If you wanna be it then just be it!
Like it or love it, or covet the thrills
Of the good things still coming
Chills from a killing, I never get a fill from
Not even in pill form
Not even in piss-poor conditions
Not even if I swam with the fishes and the porpoises
For making my own choice
Boys say simple, artificial things like toys say,
I'd rather listen to the voice in my head
Diving off a cliff, with a spliff in my hand
Two fingers on my mouth, to a cloud
If it means i figured it out, on my own
Would you live in a house? Or a home?
With a queen or a spouse
With a chair or a throne
We could stay posted
Or Stay Post Malone
I ask myself
If I ever need help, I think I do
If I wanna see the dream come true, yeah I do
Blue bills falling out the sky
I can't help but ask myself why?
Is this what we want before we die?
Is this what we want to hit some bottles and look fly?
If it's in the plan I understand
But I don't think you really have a plan
How we gonna build it from the bottom
if the bottoms made of flan?
Wiggly and delicate
I predicate ideas on belief
You predicate ideas on keef or lean
Bitches and nicotine
How the fuck we gonna make it out the mud?
If we're mired in this rut?
There's no point in turning up
if the wheels don't fucking turn
You
Want that Benz truck
Them bands tucked
I know
But if we sunk before we swim,
How can we make it for shore?
I wanna rake the green as bad as you
But you're too good at voodoo
Stabbing yourself in the back
when you lack instead of improve
We're
Living a game of tennis
Not tag
Stay intact
Shit always be coming right back
Hard enough to hurt you that bad
Hard enough to make you hit them back
Harder than that liquor that you carry in the back
It's a morbid kind of life to drink
and cry yourself at night
We don't have to live that type of way
there's better things out there to say
Than what's the move or let's go cruise
I'd rather not, I'd rather drop a couple bops
Than be a prop for clubs and bars
I'd rather trade my present time
for better gifts- gifts-
Wait
If it's hate then save it
Put it on a playlist
Find someone to play it
You like complicating
For someone so basic
Are you acting tasteless
Or are you really tasteless?
Dry and easy take
Like a plain old piece of cake
Half of you half-baked
Other half is hard to say
Part of you sautéed
Others parted separate ways
Some is gonna break
Only one is gonna make it