Your Own Disguise

You're something like a beast a monster
The type to cheat a lover
You'll always walk alone
Desperate down to the bones
Pick up the final pieces
Deceive me till I'm bleeding
Reject inside this home
Sit on your devils throne
I never thought I'd find my way heading on my own
Path to destruction
It's safe to say the spell you put brought me to my
Bloody knees led me to be your slave

I try to figure you out and ask why
You think that I'm
Going insane
Leave me hiding in the fields of obscurity
White lies I've figured it out with passing time
Why you left me
Right here for dead
Wrapped in thorns its time to be saved or carry on

I try to be the best version of myself that I can
But somehow it's never enough
You bitch and moan again and again
Then you want to
Pour the gas light the match and you blow it up
Bring up the past maybe I've just fucking had enough
I'm wrong your right
I know that this is how it ends through your lens
Can I go and find my way back now

I try to figure you out and ask why
You think that I'm
Going insane
Leave me hiding in the fields of obscurity
White lies I've figured it out with passing time
Why you left me
Right here for dead
Wrapped in thorns its time to be saved or carry on

Tell me are we fucking dead yet

I try to figure you out and ask why
You think that I'm
Going insane
Leave me hiding in the fields of obscurity
White lies I've figured it out with passing time
Why you left me
Right here for dead
Wrapped in thorns its time to be saved or carry on