DDG

I spend my money on fits I'm not what they on to try and fit in
I might go hit me a lick and they can copy but they'll never be me
I hate the night I can't sleep cause I close my eyes and I cannot breathe
Stressing bout who I could be and who I am now and what's in between
I watch from the sidelines in silence
As they fall cause they ignore my guidance
They defiant for the sake of defiance
And they show me how wasted my time is
Drop dead gorgeous fashion
This my calling this my passion
I been losing sleep over sadness
Take advantage of the madness

Oh the things I do just to be perfect
Tell me is it worth it
Is my time headed to the furnace
Tear your heart out of your chest drop it on the floor and burn it
What's that I'm a horrible person
Well you made this you deserve it
Push me to the breaking point and see if it's still working
Change the story 4 5 times and tell me I'm still learning
Overheating hands are sweaty stomach won't stop churning
Melting from the inside out my body parts are burning
Why the fuck are my lungs stressing
I just wanna say goodnight and not be searching for an exit
And when will I stop second guessing
Myself and my decisions I needa give myself more credit

I spend my money on fits I'm not what they on to try and fit in
I might go hit me a lick and they can copy but they'll never be me
I hate the night I can't sleep cause I close my eyes and I cannot breathe
Stressing bout who I could be and who I am now and what's in between
I watch from the sidelines in silence
As they fall cause they ignore my guidance
They defiant for the sake of defiance
And they show me how wasted my time is
Drop dead gorgeous fashion
This my calling this my passion
I been losing sleep over sadness
Take advantage of the madness

Life a riddle try to solve it with some ritalin
Take all of his money like the middle man
That boy is so fickle told him settle down
Switch up over everything y'all silly man
Imma switch up up on everybody but stick to the plan
Don't care what you sayin don't care what you said
Don't give me advice I already heard it in my head
Said gem you should be dead fill my head up with some lead
Bitch I be gone in a minute or some seconds I don't know yet
Get him gone if he talkin on that fuck shit bitch we on that
Imma fuck shit Olan Prenatt
Imma punch it leave a print on his face
Don't care what you say and I don't care what you did and I don't care what you doin
Just stay up out my way told that boy do not get stupid
He see me on his last day I'm apostle just like Judas

I spend my money on fits I'm not what they on to try and fit in
I might go hit me a lick and they can copy but they'll never be me
I hate the night I can't sleep cause I close my eyes and I cannot breathe
Stressing bout who I could be and who I am now and what's in between
I watch from the sidelines in silence
As they fall cause they ignore my guidance
They defiant for the sake of defiance
And they show me how wasted my time is
Drop dead gorgeous fashion
This my calling this my passion
I been losing sleep over sadness
Take advantage of the madness