i worry (impromptu voice memo)

I had to take down our picture yesterday
It's not like I don't want you
It just reminds me of the pain

Of losing you I haven't felt
It's still possible you're someone else

And I know that a break is good for my health
But I can't stop my crying
When I looked on the shelf

Oh I hope that it was just
Inconvenient timing

And I know that I'm a mess but
I pray you're not lying

Cause I used to hold you every night
And now I'm holding your hoodie in the absence of the light
You gave it to me to not forget you
But you didn't ask for something back so I sometimes get confused

Oh worry worry worry
About when you're coming home
Then I can't help but remember now I'm all alone
Oh I can't seem to focus on anything but our love
Is it fading, are we communicating
Or is it what I'm dreaming of

And the dreams are not pleasant
But sometimes they are
Uncertainty around the corner
Certain to tear me apart

Oh I worry worry worry
Until everyone is gone
It's a self fulfilling prophecy
Me trying to hold on

I just push you away safe from me
I don't own you you're not property

And you say that I'm the special one
But what happens when you're finally done

I'll come crashing crashing crashing down
How could I be lost when I was never found

Oh I worry worry and my hairs a mess
And you tell me not to hurry
I should take my time with this

But I am so used to destruction that
When something came along

That had honest good intention
I felt something had to be wrong

Oh worry worry worry
About when you're coming home
Then I can't help but remember now I'm all alone
Oh I can't seem to focus on anything but our love
Is it fading, are we communicating
Or is it what I'm dreaming of

And the dreams are not pleasant
But sometimes they are
Uncertainty around the corner
Certain to tear me apart

Oh I worry worry worry
Until everyone is gone
It's a self fulfilling prophecy
Me trying to hold on

I just push you away safe from me
I don't own you you're not property

And you say that I'm the special one
But what happens when you're finally done



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Writer(s): Leah Crowe
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