unSADISFYEd

I'm confided all alone wit my Peace and quiet
If I'm being honest
It's been a while since i been Astonished
I'm so misguided unexcited
And undelighted
I'm trynna fight it
But nothing seems to get me Ignited

I got way to many vices dat keeps Me in adolescence
Filling my empty void of Dissatisfaction and questions
It slices me into fractions I'm Losing traction it lessens
All of my interactions are to Distract from my essence

I'm living through these devices It chain reacts like it's nitrous
Filling me wit a virus dat blocks The sight in my iris

My inner thoughts are like claws
Dat tear me into collections
These sections are burned to
Ashes and severs my soul Connection

I'm trynna blossom my spirit
Learn not to fear it's emergence
And settle into appearance that Stays coherent on surface

My one true nature's a layer that I ain't comfortable sharing
I'm trapped in glaciers with
Lasers and razors and it's Apparent

I'm confided all alone wit my Peace and quiet
If I'm being honest
It's been a while since i been Astonished
I'm so misguided unexcited
And undelighted
I'm trynna fight it
But nothing seems to get me Ignited

I slip and i fall when i try take
Lead i got no clue at all how to Form memories
I grow in reverse I'm rewinding
My knees it's reminding my curse I'm my own enemy

I'm coarse and at rest
I'm trying to stack cheese
And live more life the best
Keep my mind at ease

Form a new nest
Increase my degrees
Cuz I'm low and a pest my Insides agree

I'm hollow an empty
Husk flushed with some sorrow
Don't follow
Cuz you'll be feeling crushed by Tomorrow
Its awful
This void of emptiness is colossal
I hustle to keep from descending Into debacles

I'm forcing to feel some heat
No lighter
My core ain't no friend of me He A sniper
It's posed to be helping me
Be a glider
But chose to de-stable me
And make me suicidal

I wanna be filled wit bliss and Good cheers
And no more blues dats ooze From my ears
But if I'm fixed then who will
Appear cuz all my years I've sat in These tears

Healing my wounds is one of my
Fears I've held on to em like Brand new souvenirs
I'm still holding on and straining To persevere
But i won't know the bozo who Stands in my sphere

I'm confided all alone wit my Peace and quiet
If I'm being honest
It's been a while since i been Astonished
I'm so misguided unexcited
And undelighted
I'm trynna fight it
But nothing seems to get me Ignited



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Writer(s): Jt Deveraux
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