Note To Self

Been looking for a sign
Fell like I'm racing time
Hoping I make it now
Hoping I make it right
I'm tryna chill today
Hoping I elevate
From all this stress today
So much been happening
Feel like life caving in
I can't take no mo L's
I'm tryna take a win
But I feel good today
I paid up all my bills
If you asked me yesterday
I wouldn't though this was foreal
When I was 17
I was on my own
My mama kicked me out
Cuz I was young and dumb
Didn't have no where to go
Felt like I was alone
One day I told myself
Couldn't let my dreams go
When I was 19
I had my first son
I had to make a move
Did what I supposed to do
I had to right my wrongs
From the shit that I was on
I had to switch it up
Can't be living like this for long

Just focus on ya timing
And ya next move
I know these niggas hate
They do what they supposed to
And you gone make mistakes just do what you supposed to
You gotta find a way
Cuz you can't afford to loose
But
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)

I'm a lot older now
I done been through
All the struggles
And the ups and the downs
A lot one say they fuck wit you
But they don't fuck wit you now
Please tell me what's going down
I don't fuck wit niggas now
These ain't the days when I was young
It used to be stay safe now it's stay dangerous
Them new niggas ain't from round here
They can't hang wit us
I ain't fucking round wit they drama and they fake love
If you ain't tryna call me just to check on me don't call me up
I done been real wit niggas
Broke bread wit nigga
When I locked up
They ain't show
Heard through the grate vine
They you don't fuck wit me
Then I don't fuck wit you fasho
You should know honestly and the loyalty
Is the only thing that I know
You could of hit me said you need me
I would of been there fasho
But they changed up
So I changed everyone around me
Now I'm way up
Since then everything I do feel like a lay up
Crazy
Cuz I would never change what done happened
Look at who I am

Just focus on ya timing
And ya next move
I know these niggas hate
They do what they supposed to
And you gone make mistakes just do what you supposed to
You gotta find a way
Cuz you can't afford to loose
But
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)
Who am I
Who am I
(To try to tell ya)