Sit On a Pizza

I fell in love with the girl who took
My ten dollar order for coffee in the mall
It made no sense for my heart to flutter
But at the same time, it all felt so nice

It's been a long year and no one's since mentioned
How much they've been crying and shedding the tension
The thought alone still makes me wonder
If we're all pretending
It's better than being alone

18 months of collective trauma
And I kid myself by denying I need help
And all my friends, they offer up their hands
I mix up the signals and push away again

It's easier to just say I'm broken
Than return to a system that just wants me dead
Cause coping mechanics form the bad habits
And my Weezer poster won't subside my panics

Everyday, routines don't change
I'll still sit on Zoom, absorbing nothing
And sulk some more and still hate my body
And fall in love with girls through innocuous talking

I've worn this mask for way too long
And every second I spend in this room
Leads me a step closer to my impending doom



Credits
Writer(s): Cole Bruckner, Elisia Wynona Song, Gannon Earhart
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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