Someone Else (Demo)

Everyday I wake up and I say hope
Today will be a better one than the last I've had for a while
Every day I wake up just to hope for a simple smile
Used to wake up and see that girl in the mirror
I looked in her eyes and saw minimal fear and now it's just gone away
Sit and cry in the shower while thoughts roll through my head
Hear those bitchy girls voices echoing that I'd be better off dead

Lately I've been living for someone else
Feels like I'm a boxed up rubber doll sitting on somebody's dirty shelf
I'm warn down and tired and I feel like a liar when I say I'm fine
But lately my life seems like it ain't mine and I'm not fine
Im done living for someone else
Cuz I hate living for someone else

Life ain't supposed to feel like hell
But it really does when I hate living as myself
Feels like all others have it better
Cuz they have their shit together
Feels like my brain is submerged in stormy weather
I'm just drowning the good shit out

Lately I've been living for someone else
Feels like I'm a boxed up rubber doll sitting on somebody's dirty shelf
I'm warn down and tired and I feel like a liar when I say I'm fine
But lately my life seems like it ain't mine and I'm not fine
Im done living for someone else
Cuz I hate living for someone else



Credits
Writer(s): Addison Combs
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