Clementine County

When we were changing seasons
I felt the eyes peer down outside your house
I remember it so well I don't know why
I caught your glance what felt like a million times
But if you want to
I can hold you close again
It's our secret to defend
If you want to
'Till risen again

I saw your name in a sign on the road
Your bed was still empty by the time-
We had to go

And everyone around us who's expecting me to brace for change
Will be disappointed in me if I do not stay the same
For every lasting impression I didn't want to make
I hope you find a new version of me to kill and take his place

But it's been far too long since autumn days
Now words so useless as these are all I can say
But if you want to
I know a place where we can go
It's far away but we'll make it home
If you want to
We'll rest on the steps

I felt away the other night
Your running water left me light
I never saw, I never heard
You never gave your final word
I never got to know myself
I never felt this strong a change
Trust the process clementine,
County's always on my mind

Do you mind tuning in if only for a minute

And every day I spent down for some way out of a made-up problem
Every morning waking me up where I started
Let me travel down this road without your guidance
Let me get lost on my own
I could get lost on the wind

I'll just go to bed thirsty
One day I'll do something I can't derail
I knew that I loved you
And you were the star shining outside my window
Just another late night
Scaring myself by grasping at plans for the future
I often find I am very confused, please does that make me at all alike you
May you move me? May you move me tonight?