The Hereafter

Time and time again
It seems I hit new lows
Once I hit rock bottom
It becomes my home

Wallowing through memories
Wading through these woes
I've made it to rock bottom
And I've made it my new home

Reliving accidents and trials I've endured
But in their multitude contrition grows obscure

But there's still some things I never said
Dissolved my pride in my regrets
What little good I've done, I sometimes forget
Holding on to what holds me back
I'm still lost in The Hereafter
Lost in the Hereafter
Oh!

Now the biggest question is
How can I think about the future
When my head is in the moment
And my heart's stuck in the past?

I'm searching for the answers
Though I'm getting nowhere fast
The only constant I've discovered
Is that good things never last

Trudging through appetence, this longing is assured
But it's your absence that weighs the most on this accord

But there's still some things I never said
Dissolved my pride in my regrets
What little good I've done, I sometimes forget
Holding on to what holds me back
I'm still lost in The Hereafter
Lost in the Hereafter
Oh!

In what world could she have loved me?
In what world would she have wanted to?
It seems to me there are no happy endings
When disarray is what you're born into

But there's still some things I never said
Dissolved my pride in my regrets
What little good I've done, I sometimes forget
Holding on to what holds me back
I'm still lost in The Hereafter!
Lost in the Hereafter

Still lost in The Hereafter
Lost in The Hereafter

Still lost, Still lost, Still lost
Still lost, Still lost, I'm still lost!

Still lost, Still lost
Lost in The Hereafter

Still lost, Still lost, Still lost
Still lost, Still lost, I'm still lost!

Lost in The Hereafter