Ruby III

I lost the first year of my life to you
I lost perspective on what I once knew
And even now I know it will return
Just as a fragment from everything I've learned
You see
Good thing I've been through this a time or two
Another work of art that's passing through
I didn't care to keep it till you stole
At least all my addictions won't leave me alone
The beauty of being a fearful man
Is growing up with tithes and worship bands
But none of that prepared me for her eyes
A lapse In judgement I fear you will despise
And yet I still do everything I can
Like drawing worthless lines into the burning sand
Cause what i feared most was never you and I
I planned to live for you but never planned to thrive
I'm sorry that I brought it up at all inside your car
I'm sorry that I never got the chance
To fix your heart
You should've just gone home
And I never should've hoped
And I wish you didn't know that you're
So out of my league
I feel it when you look at me but I know you don't
I've come to terms with this reality cause
It's all I've ever known
Ruby I just wanted you
I just wanted you
Ruby I just wanted you
I just wanted
One thing I've noticed as you fade away
Is that consistent ache of growing pains
That I just have to carry on my own
Cause I know for me to bear them
Means for me to be alone
But ruby I don't want to lose you now
Cause God alone has left me broken down
And I know I can't use you for that void
Cause fear is just a mask I use
To drown at all the noise
I'm sorry that I brought it up at all inside your car
I'm sorry that I never got the chance
To fix your heart
You should've just gone home
And I never should've hoped
And I wish you didn't know that you're
So out of my league
I feel it when you look at me but I know you don't
I've come to terms with this reality cause
It's all I've ever known
Ruby I just wanted you
I just wanted you
Ruby I just wanted you
I just wanted



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Writer(s): Keelin Andrew Powell, Noah Riley Neal, Owen Michael Myrick
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