Painful Reality

I'm sorry I never knew how to love
There was never love back at home
Loud screams, loud voices I never felt love
All I ever knew is do the same damn things
I'm sorry for screaming at you
You know my life is kinda messed up right now
Asking me questions I don't feel good right now
I saw so many fucked up things
Matured as a young kid
I'm stuck in a loop
You the only one who made me feel love
You the only one who made my heart love
You the only one who showed me what love does
It's this painful reality

Oh I'm fake? Do you wanna see?

Yeah you hate my mentality

Is it cuz you're a wanna be?

Is that something you wanna be?

Living life is what's meant to be

I am not just your make believe

You expect me to be your dream

Is it that hard for you to see?

That I'm trying hard not to leave

But you make me feel differently

No you don't take me seriously

You told me you kept your promise
In the end you were the one who broke it
Leaving me at my lowest
You never knew a damn thing about me

Yes I did loved you with all my life
I sacrificed so many things look into my eyes
Don't worry about me you'll see when I rise
Fuck a feeling cuase they all tend do die
Die
Die
Die
Die
Babe don't come back running to my arms
I gave you the chance but you took it like a charm
Thinking you innocent didn't know you could harm
I'm just left alone looking at the stars
Thinking about the fun memories from the start
Now I will just live with a broken heart
I'm sorry I never knew how to love
There was never love back at home
Loud screams, loud voices I never felt love
All I ever knew is do the same damn things
I'm sorry for screaming at you
You know my life is kinda messed up right now
Asking me questions I don't feel good right now
I saw so many fucked up things
Matured as a young kid
I'm stuck in a loop
You the only one who made me feel love
You the only one who made my heart love
You the only one who showed me what love does