She Comes & Goes

(It comes and goes in waves)
(It always does)
(Always does, and I didn't make this)
(It comes and goes in waves)
(It always does)
(Always does)

I been tryna to recover
But this soul tie shit, been driving me insane
I'm in the passenger's seat and the doors are locked
So I can't get out like I just got detained
I try breaking the glass, but I didn't get far
Now I got a four-five up to my brain
She told me, "Don't move," I been lying to my fans
When I say that I'm okay 'cause

She comes and goes, I get too close
My heart on froze, I can't let her go
She comes and goes, I get too close
She lets me go
Just one night and it turns to loads
I don't even know if I'll make it home
She comes and goes, she says, "Let's go"
My mind says yes but my heart says no

She came and she went, now I got to recover
But I'm trapped in the same damn cycle
She like my rival, star crossed-lovers
I'm holding a knife but she holding a rifle
I know what she's on, so I'm taking cover
I'm ready for war, but I got to be mindful
Holding back, now she feeling entitled
Excuse my French, build a tower then I fall

Fuck, I think now that I'm healing
I got to stiffen my lip and stand right up
It's fucked 'cause I really been slouching
Feeling sorry for myself like I'm worth nothing
Get the fuck-up, the world still counting
Cuh the world don't stop for any damn thing
So get up! You better start grinding
Just get the fuck-up! And stop all this crying

Every day I been getting so close to my dream
They say I make hits when I pick up my pen
I think I found myself
It's going so well, but how will it end?
I'm back on track again
So there's no way I can lack again
But what if I turn my back again
So I turned my back and she back again
Fuck!

She comes and goes, I get too close
My heart on froze, I can't let her go
She comes and goes, I get too close
She lets me go
Just one night and it turns to loads
I don't even know if I'll make it home
She comes and goes, she says, "Let's go"
My mind says yes but my heart says no

Somehow she's back again
What the fuck do I do?
I don't know what to say
I'm fucked, I know I shoulda blocked her account
I did, but she made another one same day
I hate it so much that my dm's are open
I can't close them 'cause I love my fans
I try to ignore it, but she knows where I am
And I can't get away, so I let her land

The same damn girl that was fucking me up
Way more than once, am I fucking insane?
Justify what she did in the past
I'm thinking it's calm, might give her a chance
And this is what love just does heart
Makes you a dartboard, vulnerable to your half
If they want a bullseye, then they're gonna get it
They'll close one eye and aim straight for your heart

And that's why I'm so twisted
Now I'm back in this constant cycle
I couldn't give a fuck if my heart's so vital
I'd rip that out for the person I'd die for
I don't know if it's love
Or I just love hard, or I guess I'm a psycho
Anyway, if you feel like me
We'll get through it soon and it's like

I been trying to recover
But this soul tie shit, been driving me insane
I'm in the passenger's seat and the doors are locked
So I can't get out like I just got detained
I try breaking the glass, but I didn't get far
Now I got a four-five up to my brain
She told me don't move, I been lying to my fans
When I say that I'm okay 'cause

She comes and goes, I get too close
My heart on froze, I can't let her go
She comes and goes, I get too close
She lets me go
Just one night and it turns to loads
I don't even know if I'll make it home
She comes and goes, she says, "Let's go"
My mind says yes but my heart says no

She comes and goes, I get too close
My heart on froze, I can't let her go
She comes and goes, I get too close
She lets me go
Just one night and it turns to loads
I don't even know if I'll make it home
She comes and goes, she says, "Let's go"
My mind says yes but my heart says no

(It comes and goes in waves)
(It always does)