14

I'm having trouble eating can't keep it down
Therapy ain't working, cause I'm too strung out
Guess LA broke my heart, left me on the ground

You know real life ain't like the movies
Bandages only cover the bruising
You know it's been a while but when I think about it
I feel it still

When I was only 14
Thought I was drowning
Caught in a bad dream
All my demons found their way in
One by one creeping
Until I couldn't speak
I just wanna know I'm worth it

Maybe I was too young
When the plane touched down
The look on my mother's face, she didn't make a sound
Though my debt is paid, I still feel the weight, like phantom chains

Too bad real life ain't like the movies
Bandages only cover the bruising
I know it's been a while
Still can't laugh about it
I feel it still

When I was only 14
Thought I was drowning
Caught in a bad dream
All my demons found their way in
One by one creeping
Until I couldn't speak
I just wanna know I'm worth it

It ruined me, water in my lungs gets hard to breathe
Thought I'd feel myself by 17
Nothing really makes much sense to me
Fantasy, tainted by the crazy shit I've seen
I left my heart in a guillotine
Nothing really makes much sense to me

When I was only 14
Thought I was drowning
Caught in a bad dream
All my demons found their way in
One by one creeping
Until I couldn't speak

When I was only 14
Thought I was drowning
Caught in a bad dream
All my demons found their way in
One by one creeping
Until I couldn't speak
I just wanna know I'm worth it



Credits
Writer(s): Robert Amoruso, Demi Louise Barton, India Ashley Dupriez, Hayden Lauersen
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