Bad Again

Things are getting bad again
I wonder if it'll ever end
I don't know what to do
But imma push so I can drive the bends
I Hope your families doing good
I hope your brother understood
I lost another family
When I never thought I would

Someone come and save me
Think I'm starting to go down hill
Crying by myself
I think it's time to take another pill
Running out of love
Can someone please give me a refill
Bad thing start to pile up
And I can't make it up the hill
Don't know when it started
But I think it was the heartbreak
Why did everybody turn out to be so fake
Mistakes
Yeah they happen but it's okay
Open your eyes
And get through another day

Deep down I'm still in pain
And going through the walk of shame
There's way to many nights
Where I end up walking alone in the rain
Everybody knows the name
Everybody turns up fake
Had a lot of trust in people
That that shit broke cause it was evil
Fake smiles on my face to prove that I'm alright
But when it's late and I'm alone
There's a lot of tears that I might cry
Cause broken hearts cause broken actions
Why my life turn up so tragic
Living life bellow the rest
I still always try to do the best I can
May someone lend a helping hand
It's not enough my life's been tough
I can't keep friends and I cant keep love
I don't want you to feel my pain
I've been through so much I got anger in my veins
People ask me how I'm happy
Fake it till you make it is what I'll say

Someone come and save me
Think I'm starting to go down hill
Crying by myself
I think it's time to take another pill
Running out of love
Can someone please give me a refill
Bad thing start to pile up
And I can't make it up the hill
Don't know when it started
But I think it was the heartbreak
Why did everybody turn out to be so fake
Mistakes
Yeah they happen but it's okay
Open your eyes
And get through another day

Sometimes I sit here and I ask myself why
Why the fuck did I even plan to try
The pain is taking over me
I think I'm gonna cry
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah I think I'm gonna cry
Guys don't cry wish I didn't learn that
I cant even sit a second and fucking relax
I can see it in your eyes
You wanna go back
To the trap its over its gone
Its in the Fucking past
Yeah its the past
Yeah why you wanna go back
If you actually paid attention
You could see what on my back
All the scares and the wounds
From people shooting gates
All these people shooting mother fucking gates

Live life fucked up is what I say
Until I realize all the hell that it brings
Yeah the devil on my shoulder telling me to throw back
I'm sorry little devil I just got smacked
Now I'm crying with the devil
That's in my head
Not under my bed
So many things I wanna take back
But you gotta move on
But you gotta move on
Yeah its in the past
Yeah its in the past

Things are getting bad again
I wonder if it'll ever end
I don't know what to do
But imma push so I can drive the bends
Hope your families doing good
I hope your brother understood
I lost another family
When I never thought I would



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Writer(s): Brayden Boyle
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