Fantasy

All the dreams that we dreamt of
All the stories we made up
All the mountains we conquered
We made it here
Are we okay
I try to stay calm but i'm losing my mind

She said i know
You try to make it right
We leave this all behind
Lets build the life we like
Its all we fantasize
This place that we reside
Is crumbling to the ground
There's no time to run
We're stuck in the ruins of it all
Girl it's so hard for me to let you go
But i think it's the right thing to do
If i wanna see me glow
Yeah i'm sure you'll do just fine without me
You never needed me
I was just an accessory
Lately i've been thinking too loud
Lately all the patience that i got has run out
Lately i've been up all night chasing blinding light
Lately searching for a partner on this ride
Lately been really waiting for you to come around
Lately feels like jumping in would only make me drown
I've got my limits
I think i just hit my threshold
Think i'll make it back in 10 folds
Only if i leave your side

And i have waited for you so long
I got to comfortable and you
You don't wanna see me with no one
You just want me stand by and
Time is something i can never get back
Still got you on my mind
And now i realize i may not want this no more
And times i tell myself
Ohh ohh just try to let go
You may not take this well
Somethings are just out of your control
Just do all that you can
You never know whats waiting for you at the other side
(And just get out of here)
Yeah yeah
I'm fighting my fears its battle Royale
Now we stepping out like Mr. Morale
This time to get high
Been stuck in the lows
And i've seen it all everything under the sun
I figured it out
I made peace with my demons
I want you around and i've been searching for a reason
To keep you close yeah yeah
So i never gotta let you go
At 13 i started living in reality
nobody told me that adulting would be hard
I made a few mistakes i did my part
Thats when i learnt that i gotta keep up my guard
And i don't wanna loose no more no
I don't wanna loose no more
And all the trauma from my past
it made me so numb no
The thought of you my strength to carry on yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Surely you figured i'm a mess or you don't want me
Or maybe you just don't know what to say
You're just like me yeah
I be in my head sometimes
We've got a lot in common
I know we've got each other
If things go south i know you care
Or maybe you don't really know just how i'm feeling
And to save yourself you remain undecided
Don't count me on
Love pure love
Really obsession but i call it love
Call whenever you want, i'll appear like a genie in a bottle
No theres no time just come around
Yeah you're the one maybe not i don't know
Yeah I've been working my magic
I've moving in silence
I've been going through a lot
Need a little bit of love
I've been looking for a miracle get me out my feels
Always playing by the rules but now i've got nothing lose
Moving circle back to the start C'est la Vie
I got virtue
I do my best don't care if you agree
I made you the best you
And you're the one who keeps me afloat
Without you i might drown
I laid it on you
It might be difficult to swallow
Just don't take it out on you