Family Tree
This my family tree
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Yes Lord
I was born
A mistake
At least the way
It was told
Got a sister my age
Let the story unfold
Daddy had him a lady
With my mom on the side
I came into this world
Chip on my shoulder
No lie
Age four I was good
New daddy came by
Married momma
In July of nineteen eighty nine
Me and my sister Todia
Got us some siblings
That's cool
Sister and brother
And that brother same age
As me too?
Now on the other side
Of life
I got a sister and brother
Biological
He been drinking and smoking
With many others
But my new daddy man?
He got a big family too
So many uncles and aunties
The love I'm getting is cool
Can't forget my mommas side
Got two uncles
And some aunties
And my granny
And my grandpa with multiple women
Married
So of course I'm learning early
How this loving is a luxury
But momma kept me close
Cause she knew that life
Was not for me
This my family tree
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Yes Lord
Years down the line
Prolly around age nine
Had a clear understanding
That my father's on decline
Especially when my uncle
Told me one time
I had more siblings
But they moved to AZ
And they were fine
And now I wrestle
With these angry thoughts
Inside my mind
How a man could
Make all of these children
Yet couldn't love me
Leave me
Then I learn the impact
Of catching things
Courtesy of hereditary
Damn
Keep them demons
Off of me
Years go by
Seeing my step brother & sister
Have connections
With their family
A vivid picture
Even if it wasn't
What I thought
Just the simple fact
They had the opportunity
While I was lost
Wondering why me
Now I had the chance
To bond with my other family
Crazy how they know
More bout my biological
Than me
Knowing this nigga
At a point
Gave no fucks about me
Lesson learned
Fire burned
Extinguish it
Lord please
This my family tree
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Yes Lord
Fast forward to when
I found out
I had more
Two more sisters and a brother
Almost fell to the floor
Now I'm married
With two children of my own
And the force
That combined my wife's families
Is taking a toll
Got a nigga stretched thin
Tryna please everybody
Let's not forget
Two thousand five Todia died
Thats my heartbeat
I went through years
Of this grieving
And so much anger involved
That when I finally felt peace
My mom left with the lord
Oh God
Now I'm stuck
With these thoughts
Suicidal yet knowing
I got way more than I thought
I live for Kingston and Kendrick
I live for Shawn tell Marie
I live for anybody connected
To my family
I'm such a patch work
Of living souls
Sewn on a quilt
Inside my heart
A living art
Just tryna love
From the start
And yes the lord
Knows my heart
Doing the best that I can
Whether you love me
Or hate me
Respect me for who I am
Within my family tree
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Lord
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Yes Lord
I was born
A mistake
At least the way
It was told
Got a sister my age
Let the story unfold
Daddy had him a lady
With my mom on the side
I came into this world
Chip on my shoulder
No lie
Age four I was good
New daddy came by
Married momma
In July of nineteen eighty nine
Me and my sister Todia
Got us some siblings
That's cool
Sister and brother
And that brother same age
As me too?
Now on the other side
Of life
I got a sister and brother
Biological
He been drinking and smoking
With many others
But my new daddy man?
He got a big family too
So many uncles and aunties
The love I'm getting is cool
Can't forget my mommas side
Got two uncles
And some aunties
And my granny
And my grandpa with multiple women
Married
So of course I'm learning early
How this loving is a luxury
But momma kept me close
Cause she knew that life
Was not for me
This my family tree
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Yes Lord
Years down the line
Prolly around age nine
Had a clear understanding
That my father's on decline
Especially when my uncle
Told me one time
I had more siblings
But they moved to AZ
And they were fine
And now I wrestle
With these angry thoughts
Inside my mind
How a man could
Make all of these children
Yet couldn't love me
Leave me
Then I learn the impact
Of catching things
Courtesy of hereditary
Damn
Keep them demons
Off of me
Years go by
Seeing my step brother & sister
Have connections
With their family
A vivid picture
Even if it wasn't
What I thought
Just the simple fact
They had the opportunity
While I was lost
Wondering why me
Now I had the chance
To bond with my other family
Crazy how they know
More bout my biological
Than me
Knowing this nigga
At a point
Gave no fucks about me
Lesson learned
Fire burned
Extinguish it
Lord please
This my family tree
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Yes Lord
Fast forward to when
I found out
I had more
Two more sisters and a brother
Almost fell to the floor
Now I'm married
With two children of my own
And the force
That combined my wife's families
Is taking a toll
Got a nigga stretched thin
Tryna please everybody
Let's not forget
Two thousand five Todia died
Thats my heartbeat
I went through years
Of this grieving
And so much anger involved
That when I finally felt peace
My mom left with the lord
Oh God
Now I'm stuck
With these thoughts
Suicidal yet knowing
I got way more than I thought
I live for Kingston and Kendrick
I live for Shawn tell Marie
I live for anybody connected
To my family
I'm such a patch work
Of living souls
Sewn on a quilt
Inside my heart
A living art
Just tryna love
From the start
And yes the lord
Knows my heart
Doing the best that I can
Whether you love me
Or hate me
Respect me for who I am
Within my family tree
From a branch
And a leaf
Even though this whole time
I was always the seed
I don't do this for likes
For the love
Of my seeds
This the life
That I want
Water down
On me please
Lord
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Writer(s): Devin Thomas
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